Find Me Finding Out

I'm working on creating the new me. So far, it hasn't seemed to work. I'm still feeling awkward and out-of-place most of the time, but I'm thinking that maybe that's never going to change. New Me doesn't like this. New Me does like the new self-confidence that seems to be growing, though. L said that this would happen. It feels pretty good, when I'm around people I don't know. But whenever I get near the people that do know me, I revert back to my Old Self. And New Me does not like Old Self. UGH. I'll just have to keep on working.

So the babysitting set up by mom wasn't as horrific as I know I've been making it sound. I really love V, she's an adorable, well-behaved little girl who can kick C's butt in football (sorry dude, but really - she's eight!). It's really sad, actually. I think he was weathered before she was :)

G is taking me to the petting zoo tomorrow... fun fun :D I've only been to this place once, and that was years ago. It should be awesome (and I don't even have to get up early - yes!)

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