Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Simple Enough...

So it's 3:17 a.m. and I can't sleep.

I've just spent the past ... hmmm ... eight hours or so watching the entirety of Scrubs Season Three and I can honestly say that I'm totally disappointed in JD. He used to be my fave... but no... no no no. Maybe that's why I feel so strange right now, IDK.

I've sat and stared at this computer screen for about half an hour, not really seeing it, but not seeing anything else either. My dad must think I'm totally insane - he's watching TV ... silly computer in the living room. But who cares?

I'm not quite sure why I'm writing this, but anything seems more preferable than sitting and staring at the book that I'm supposedly writing. It's been staring me in the face for the past week, nothing added, plenty of things deleted. It's making me feel like a complete failure at life. Why can't I make this story work? I've been working on this for over two years now... lame...
I should not be allowed to write. Nothing good ever comes of it (such as this blog...).

I wish I were a better guitarist. I have no idea what I'm going to do with the rest of my life.

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Simple Enough - Nevershoutnever

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